Happy 2021 everyone! THAT is an ORDER!!!
This morning at about 1 am, I paged through my most recent journal. Wow! For all the staying home and all the "I didn't do much" opening sentences, I, and I really mean we - Hub, D, and Little Blue Bunny, et al, and I - did a huge bunch of stuff.
I had forgotten about the night time reading sessions with the stuffies and the conversations we sometimes had in the dark. But this conversation made it into my journal. I had stopped reading to the stuffies for awhile. LBB noticed. After we talked, I turned on the light, grabbed a pencil and I wrote it down as best as I could remember.
Here it is with a tiny bit of editing...
Sept. 21, 2020
LBB: You don't talk to us anymore.
Me: I know.
(Actual journal entry above.)
LBB: It's like you forgot all about us.
Me: I could never forget all about you...It's just I worry about grown-up things.
LBB: Want to talk about it?
ME: It just feels like this whole year, we are just waiting, waiting for things to get better.
LBB: Are things getting better?
Me: No. We started waiting for all this waiting to feel normal.
LBB: Ha! Hahaha! Normal?
Me: I can hardly remember going to Meeting for Worship, or going to the library or stores or to parties with friends. It almost feels like we never did those things.
LBB: I know you went on ships because you never took me.
Me: You would have jumped overboard.
LBB: Not!
Me:
LBB:
Me: I don't want to talk about it anymore. I want to talk about Wizard World.
LBB: Ahhh! Yes!
Me: Yes! Wizard World where a shy quiet Wizardy Wizard made a wing kite to fly her friends into a magic land.
LBB: .. and Little Blue Wizard thought that dancing princesses should be turned into flowers.
Me: I remember that! How about the time that Prince Philip, I think, was turned into a platypus by his own brother?
LBB: Did I save the day?
Me: You and Wizardy Wizard.
LBB: We both did.
Me: Hmmm. Now I remember. You had new magic because you flew to Australia.
LBB: I did. Queen Apple Tree took my Wizard World magic away because of the whole princesses into flowers thing. Then I got new magic when I flew to Australia.
Me: You know, I wrote a lot of this down back then. I just have to find those journals.
LBB: I would like to read that someday - to refresh my memory.
Me: Me, too.
LBB: Nana?
Me: Hmmm?
LBB: Do you feel all worried now?
Me: Not so much. Thank you, Little Blue Bunny. You are a good friend.
LBB: Thanks, Nana. Go to sleep.
I wish magic lands to you all - wherever you find them - and good friends to drag along on your adventures. 2021 will be full of wonders. Look forward with courage and hope.
There's a bunny in that manger! |
Wishing you and LBB and all your family a safe and happy new year! Hugs Karen!
ReplyDeleteThis is one of the sweetest things I've ever read! LBB really cares about you and so do all us friends out here who can't wait for your wizardly magic to fly us to magic land where we can celebrate our togetherness! Happy New Year to you Wizardly Wizard and LBB!
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